冇了..依家讀到中6,呀爸又唔比我讀,要我退學,有冇搞錯呀~

遠係我既事,我自己去果度住都得的,又講咁多原因話唔比,最後搞到係度罵交。

我真係好想讀呀;_;比佢搞到哭左好耐了..本來好開心的,依家又冇得讀了~

我依家諗緊..我用咩方法自殺好。死左又讀唔到,唔死又讀唔到,一樣。

點解我會有D咁既呀爸，邊有呀爸衰到有咁好既學校收都唔要嫁！！

我好想自己冷靜點喔．．但係我做唔到。我第一次氣成咁，根本就係冇道理既，我讀書關佢咩事呀，加上佢唔比既理由係一點邏輯都冇既，話遠WO，咁人地係外國讀書都有大把啦～我依家係HK讀都唔比．．愈諗條氣愈唔順呀！！

我望住張會考成積單，就諗：好了，你依家開心喇，我考得咁辛苦依家同我講下年再考過哂７科再試下有冇中６，我真係冇咁既耐性呀！！

我依家火起上黎．．我覺得我會讀到傻左都唔頂，但係有反效果都唔頂，係你唔比我讀書先搞成我咁嫁！！

我希望我怏點清醒過來吧．．聽日再睇返呢篇日記果時，我可以冇咁瘋了

聽日要去長洲退學了，好唔捨得呀．．

諗深一層，考番科中文都唔係唔好既，但我知道我呢年會好輕鬆，我唔鍾意呢種感覺

可能我正定係冇得讀書吧，身邊有一大班人搵方法搞到我冇得讀，一定係害我嫁啦，唔想我有好出路，佢地好黑心呀～真係

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我比我呀爸激傻左喇．．